Has your experience with public speaking been as scarring and dramatic as mine? 

For years, I avoided public speaking like the plague. Why? Because I thought I was scarred for life and would never in a million years stand in front of an audience again...

Imagine this... I'm standing behind a heavy velvet curtain, in the wings of a stage. I can see a portion of the audience, which from this angle looks like a pale, washed-out sea of faces.

My hands are ice cold and shaking, sweat is running down back, my heart is pounding, and I’m nauseous.

The lady who got me into this mess is on stage announcing my name and the poem I’m going to recite.

The poem I’ve never heard of until a few hours before. A poem that has about 10 stanzas. The poem I had to memorize in a few short hours. The poem I have to recite in front of nearly a thousand people.

I am 9 years old. I’m at a Russian summer camp (“pioneer camp” as they were called back then), where you comply with whatever you are told to do, no matter how crazy and unreasonable it sounds.

The lady turns towards me and nods. It’s my cue to step into the spotlight. I take the first step. My legs are shaking so badly I don’t even feel them anymore.

The lady walks off stage and I’m all by myself in front of a microphone, facing the abyss. My mind is racing to locate the first line of the poem. I can barely breathe. I can remember the first three words but not the rest of the first line.

My voice echoes through the microphone. I can hear it cracking. I feel like my voice is no longer mine, like part of it is forever lost somewhere inside the microphone.

Somehow, I finish the first line…and immediately realize I’ve said the wrong words. I am frantically searching my brain for the correct words. Another few seconds pass, but I can't get a word out.

I finally turn around and run back off stage, away from the laughing abyss, away from the microphone, away from the breathless terror of public speaking.

I know I will never be able to go back on stage again…ever!

Fast forward three decades…

I've had a successful career in the corporate world and built several businesses using confident speaking as my fuel. I've used public speaking for leading, managing, selling, marketing, education, and entertainment. 

It didn’t happen overnight though. I had to go through years of trial and error until I was able to deconstruct public speaking and become a confident, compelling, and captivating speaker.

Getting through that fear—through all the struggles and doubts and negative self-talk—and mastering courage to step into that spotlight (be it a meeting, a Zoom call, a podcast interview, or a presentation) is so worth it!

There’s no high like the high of stepping into the spotlight and knowing that you are about to build this amazing intimate connection with your audience. That you are able to move them, to impact them, to engage with them, and to persuade them.

I would love to help you on this journey!