Is your experience with public speaking as scarring and dramatic as mine? Or have you been too scared to even face a microphone?

For years, I avoided public speaking like the plague. Why? Because I thought I was scarred for life and would never in a million years stand in front of a microphone again...

Looking back now it still feels as awful as it did back then...

...I'm standing behind a heavy velvet curtain, in the wings of a stage. I can see a portion of the audience, which from this angle looks like a pale, washed-out sea of faces.

My hands are ice cold and shaking, sweat is running down back, my heart is pounding, and I’m nauseous.

The lady who got me into this mess is on stage announcing my name and the poem I’m going to recite.

The poem I’ve never heard of until a few hours before. A poem that has about 10 stanzas. The poem I had to memorize in a few short hours. The poem I have to recite in front of nearly a thousand people.

I am 9 years old. I’m at a Russian summer camp (“pioneer camp” as they were called back then), where you comply with whatever you are told to do, no matter how crazy and unreasonable it sounds.

The lady turns towards me and nods. It’s my cue to step into the spotlight. I take the first step. My legs are shaking so badly I don’t even feel them anymore.

The lady walks off stage and I’m all by myself in front of a microphone, facing the abyss. My mind is racing to locate the first line of the poem. I can barely breathe. I can remember the first three words but not the rest of the first line.

My voice echoes through the microphone. I can hear it cracking. I feel like my voice is no longer mine, like part of it is forever lost somewhere inside the microphone.

Somehow, I finish the first line…and immediately realize I’ve said the wrong words. I am frantically searching my brain for the correct words. Another few seconds pass.

The abyss is getting darker and is closing in on me. My mind stops working entirely. I can’t get another word out.

I turn around and run back off stage, away from the laughing abyss, away from the microphone, away from the breathless terror of public speaking.

Everyone backstage is looking at me. I run outside, tears rushing down my face.

I know I will never be able to go back on stage again…ever!

Fast forward three decades…

I love public speaking now! Yes, you heard me right. I absolutely adore public speaking and can’t wait to step on stage and talk.

I've built several businesses using public speaking as my fuel. I presented on live TV. I appeared in front of tens of thousands of people over the years. I've used public speaking for selling, marketing, education, and entertainment. 

It didn’t happen overnight though. I had to go through years of trial and error until I was able to deconstruct public speaking and become a confident, compelling, and captivating speaker.

Yes, it was tough at first and I had to “do it scared”. But guess what?

Getting through that fear—through all the struggles and doubts and negative self-talk—and mastering courage to step into that stage is so worth it!

There’s no high like the high of stepping into the spotlight and knowing that you are about to build this amazing intimate connection with your audience. That you are able to move them, to impact them, to engage with them, and to persuade them.

I would love to help you on this journey!

Remember, public speaking is not a talent that only special few possess. It’s a skill, and like any skill it can be taught, learned, internalized, and perfected.

I had to change my entire mindset about what it means to step on stage and speak to an audience.

I spent years learning how to do this and breaking it into a repeatable system so you don’t have to spend as much time as I did.

My system is a different way of looking at things, and it works! 

You have the power within you to be brilliant. Once you change the way you think about public speaking, your audience, and even yourself, you'll become unstoppable!